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ETCHED IN MY HEART
21 November 2009 @ 10:51 am
And so mum's flying off to India today.
!! i'm jealous she gets to travel to so many exotic/different places. gah.
i miss sitting airplanes and stealing peanuts.
Family's starting to plan the holiday for next year and words like Vienna, Moscos, Canada, HAWAII!!! (haah stupid dad!) just surfaced. and then there is of course
KOREA!(me!)
JAPAN (emily!)
MAURITIUS! (mom! -_-)
......
....
....
.....
"How about Wakiki?" (dad!-_-)
but ah. i want my dream holiday in Europe. :) the biker-jacket-riding-vespa-plucking-graps-o
ITALY.
cinque terre.
portofino.
argh.
And yes, after exam, i will continue on my next book.
The Fall and Decline of the Roman Empire PART TWO!
oh and yes, in case people wonder if i can/can't count in terms of my eh entry numbers. sorry lah. some entries are Friends-Only. paiseh. :).
!! i'm jealous she gets to travel to so many exotic/different places. gah.
i miss sitting airplanes and stealing peanuts.
Family's starting to plan the holiday for next year and words like Vienna, Moscos, Canada, HAWAII!!! (haah stupid dad!) just surfaced. and then there is of course
KOREA!(me!)
JAPAN (emily!)
MAURITIUS! (mom! -_-)
......
....
....
.....
"How about Wakiki?" (dad!-_-)
but ah. i want my dream holiday in Europe. :) the biker-jacket-riding-vespa-plucking-graps-o
ITALY.
cinque terre.
portofino.
argh.
And yes, after exam, i will continue on my next book.
The Fall and Decline of the Roman Empire PART TWO!
oh and yes, in case people wonder if i can/can't count in terms of my eh entry numbers. sorry lah. some entries are Friends-Only. paiseh. :).
Current Mood: 
thoughtful
thoughtful17 November 2009 @ 12:20 am
15 November 2009 @ 09:09 pm
chuck is complicated.
yawn.
emily's playing the violin now so i have to temporarily put my studying on hold.
life at home is boring. hahahha.
leonids are coming.
sigh.
yawn.
emily's playing the violin now so i have to temporarily put my studying on hold.
life at home is boring. hahahha.
leonids are coming.
sigh.
12 November 2009 @ 09:53 am
Name: Evelyn
Date: 11/11/2009
Colorgenics Number: 36274051
You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.
You don't really give in. You follow your beliefs and ideals to the bitter end. You are the personification of stubbornness and whatever may transpire, right or wrong, you refuse to compromise or make concessions.
You need a friend - a close friend - and you are willing to become emotionally involved with the right person, but you are very demanding and particular in your choice of partners. You are constantly looking for reassurance and it is perhaps because of this that you tend to be somewhat argumentative, but you try to hold back - careful to avoid open conflict - since this might reduce your prospects of realising your hopes of establishing a warm caring relationship.
You are exhausted, over stressed and you refuse to give in. You are trying to minimise the tension by being physically active. It would seem that you are experiencing problems with an existing relationship and try as you might, you find it impossible to alter the situation because there is no co-operation. There is an urgent need for proper understanding which may only be accomplished by communication. At this time you feel that there is no 'give and take' on either side. This is resulting in constant depression. You are irritable and it could be said by your nearest and dearest that 'you are hard to live with'. You feel the urgent need to get away from it all - even it's only for a little while. You may be finding it difficult now to make firm decisions - you are restless and generally uptight.
Anxiety and a restless antagonism, as a result of unfulfilled emotional needs, has resulted in considerable stress. You are trying to overcome this by working and playing extremely hard - but at all times you have your future in mind. You are a worker and as a result of your inherent enthusiasm you cannot fail.
08 November 2009 @ 04:17 pm
All i want is a room somewhere!
far away from the cold night air.
with one enormous chair
oh wouldn't.... it be loverly!!
lots of chocolate for me to eat.
lots of flowers. babe
and lots of sweets. :)
warm hands
warm face
warm feet
oh wouldn't. it.
be lover-ly! :P
far away from the cold night air.
with one enormous chair
oh wouldn't.... it be loverly!!
lots of chocolate for me to eat.
lots of flowers. babe
and lots of sweets. :)
warm hands
warm face
warm feet
oh wouldn't. it.
be lover-ly! :P
06 November 2009 @ 04:29 pm
watching the shooter (mark warlburg) with dad just now during lunch.
guy got shot
guy bleeding.
went to buy salt, water, needle. to make IV.
then went to buy sugar to stop wound. (osmotic pressure!!!)
and then.
HOME OPERATION.
guy used Whip-it and passed out.
Its when you breath nitrous oxide out of a whipcream can.
(hold the can rightside up so the cream doesn't come out, just the air)
It gets you lightheaded and dizzy, colors can also become more vibrant.
Fridays are starting to get a little bit more awesome! :) <3.
guy got shot
guy bleeding.
went to buy salt, water, needle. to make IV.
then went to buy sugar to stop wound. (osmotic pressure!!!)
and then.
HOME OPERATION.
guy used Whip-it and passed out.
Its when you breath nitrous oxide out of a whipcream can.
(hold the can rightside up so the cream doesn't come out, just the air)
It gets you lightheaded and dizzy, colors can also become more vibrant.
Fridays are starting to get a little bit more awesome! :) <3.
03 November 2009 @ 10:08 pm
regina says: (10:07:28 PM)
u wanna be a guy
regina says: (10:07:38 PM)
i know all yr secret desires /:
evelyn. says: (10:07:38 PM)
HELL YEAH
evelyn. says: (10:07:41 PM)
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH
u wanna be a guy
regina says: (10:07:38 PM)
i know all yr secret desires /:
evelyn. says: (10:07:38 PM)
HELL YEAH
evelyn. says: (10:07:41 PM)
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH
03 November 2009 @ 04:23 pm
from breathing to learning how the heart beats.
and i still can't believe its only been a week.
and everything happened in only three months.
the weather was really gorgeous today when i was walking home. perfect. then it started to rain. even more perfect. couldn't study much. haven't really been studying much :(. but then again, how can you see all this, feel all these and not believe. :).
silence is a killer. but then again, shrug.
what is belief. what is trust. i think i've seen enough and i think in a way, i know even more now, what kind of life i wish to lead. humanity itself is a complication. along with naviety, influence and above all trust. But i guess ultimately, you lead your own life and i guess, despite everything, hahaha i still want a family when i grow old. :P. (how wuss.) i shall be a bodywave now and just go with the flow, do what i want, and heck care about expectations. trust whom i want to trust and believe my own gut instincts. jiayou evelyn :).
and i still can't believe its only been a week.
and everything happened in only three months.
the weather was really gorgeous today when i was walking home. perfect. then it started to rain. even more perfect. couldn't study much. haven't really been studying much :(. but then again, how can you see all this, feel all these and not believe. :).
silence is a killer. but then again, shrug.
what is belief. what is trust. i think i've seen enough and i think in a way, i know even more now, what kind of life i wish to lead. humanity itself is a complication. along with naviety, influence and above all trust. But i guess ultimately, you lead your own life and i guess, despite everything, hahaha i still want a family when i grow old. :P. (how wuss.) i shall be a bodywave now and just go with the flow, do what i want, and heck care about expectations. trust whom i want to trust and believe my own gut instincts. jiayou evelyn :).
Current Location: home
Current Mood: 
contemplative
contemplative01 November 2009 @ 07:06 pm
sometimes i rather be a plant. or a cow.
eat. sleep. poop.
you can't help but wonder maybe its as people get more "developed" and supposedly higher up the foodchain, they have more problems. in that case, i wish i were a plankton.
but then the whales will eat me.
okay.
eat. sleep. poop.
you can't help but wonder maybe its as people get more "developed" and supposedly higher up the foodchain, they have more problems. in that case, i wish i were a plankton.
but then the whales will eat me.
okay.
31 October 2009 @ 12:13 pm
ah saturdays! :)
saturday used to be my favourite day of the week because in the morning there was dance session at the ...... omg. i forgot whats the name of the place. !!!!... wait.
..
AH SALT CENTER!.
hahahha. i can't believe i forgot it. yeah so anyways. i woke up at ten today. surprisingly later than i normally do. i've got this large backload of work to do but oh well. i'll deal with that one at a time. meanwhile, i woke up this morning and decided to watch movies. :)
Last night was transformers. Too many blurring and whirling noises and funny robotic clinking sounds. megan fox is looking too eh "dirty" for my liking. hot body yeah. but too much makeup. hehe. but bumblebee's looking surprisingly hotter in this show.
This morning, it was confessions of a shopaholic. hahah. i just had to watch a chickflick! Hugh Darcy is cute. Isla Fisher is adorable. and the movie is just the right level of dumbness for me this morning. And i suddenly got this craving to dress myself up in YSL. :)
Got to start dancing soon. My ballroom lessons are coming up. :) And the first thing i will master would be the Rumba. There's just something so electrifying about Rumba. hahah even the word is kinda <3.
been walking around botanical gardens alot these few weeks/days. Need my DSLR. Walking along the pond with my aunty umbrella. :)
saturday used to be my favourite day of the week because in the morning there was dance session at the ...... omg. i forgot whats the name of the place. !!!!... wait.
..
AH SALT CENTER!.
hahahha. i can't believe i forgot it. yeah so anyways. i woke up at ten today. surprisingly later than i normally do. i've got this large backload of work to do but oh well. i'll deal with that one at a time. meanwhile, i woke up this morning and decided to watch movies. :)
Last night was transformers. Too many blurring and whirling noises and funny robotic clinking sounds. megan fox is looking too eh "dirty" for my liking. hot body yeah. but too much makeup. hehe. but bumblebee's looking surprisingly hotter in this show.
This morning, it was confessions of a shopaholic. hahah. i just had to watch a chickflick! Hugh Darcy is cute. Isla Fisher is adorable. and the movie is just the right level of dumbness for me this morning. And i suddenly got this craving to dress myself up in YSL. :)
Got to start dancing soon. My ballroom lessons are coming up. :) And the first thing i will master would be the Rumba. There's just something so electrifying about Rumba. hahah even the word is kinda <3.
been walking around botanical gardens alot these few weeks/days. Need my DSLR. Walking along the pond with my aunty umbrella. :)
30 October 2009 @ 10:40 pm
and finally its friday. TGIF man. TGIF.
there's this gorgeous bluebell tree in my school. old, naked and barely have green leaves. and placed very strategically in between the bridge between the dean's office there and the cat's infested place.
two days ago, when i walked by, it was sunny and the flowers were simple and gorgeous with the sunset in the background. today it was raining. poor flowers were droopy and how fragile looking. but there was just something so beautiful about that fragility. i got to get my dslr soon. it was like such a gorgeous photo haha.
i had my first anat tutorial by Prof Gopal today inthe Anat Hall. The anat hall didn't smell that bad though. in fact its not bad hee hee. Prof gopal is rather different as compared to Prof Dheen so yeah. time to change again!
Today regina smsed me. love her. miss her.
halloween tonight. i went trick or treating around my neighbourhood in this cool pumpkin patch outfit. :) yes i was a pumpkin but i very awesome pumpkin. and i realised as i was passing by princesses and pirates like half my age, i realised that gee.
......
.....
i am turning twenty next year. twenty. twenty. twenty. yucks.
there's this gorgeous bluebell tree in my school. old, naked and barely have green leaves. and placed very strategically in between the bridge between the dean's office there and the cat's infested place.
two days ago, when i walked by, it was sunny and the flowers were simple and gorgeous with the sunset in the background. today it was raining. poor flowers were droopy and how fragile looking. but there was just something so beautiful about that fragility. i got to get my dslr soon. it was like such a gorgeous photo haha.
i had my first anat tutorial by Prof Gopal today inthe Anat Hall. The anat hall didn't smell that bad though. in fact its not bad hee hee. Prof gopal is rather different as compared to Prof Dheen so yeah. time to change again!
Today regina smsed me. love her. miss her.
halloween tonight. i went trick or treating around my neighbourhood in this cool pumpkin patch outfit. :) yes i was a pumpkin but i very awesome pumpkin. and i realised as i was passing by princesses and pirates like half my age, i realised that gee.
......
.....
i am turning twenty next year. twenty. twenty. twenty. yucks.
30 October 2009 @ 10:27 pm
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."
27 October 2009 @ 11:18 pm
school's teaching about ventilation and pulmonary mechanism.
irony is i'm trying to breathe now.
lung tissue is pretty cool though.
irony is i'm trying to breathe now.
lung tissue is pretty cool though.
25 October 2009 @ 11:11 am
Its raining now. and i'm alone at home!
coffee cup in one hand.
and just stoning on my sofa.
perfect morning!
other than the fact that my window is open
and hence rain is falling on my right hand
but i'm too lazy to stretch to close the window.
:).
coffee cup in one hand.
and just stoning on my sofa.
perfect morning!
other than the fact that my window is open
and hence rain is falling on my right hand
but i'm too lazy to stretch to close the window.
:).
24 October 2009 @ 09:29 am
i'm being such a lazy butt-flattening goo.
Exams are finally over so yes i'm suppose to go out relax and have some fun. But then i was inflicted by a horrible case of gastric flu which totally left me immobilized for like.... a week. at the very least. so plans to celebrate were postponed/cancelled. and by the time i kinda recover, i am simply too emotionally/physically tired to do anything.
Looking back, i realised that it has been like close to 3 months in Medical School. and in fact 16.5% of my non-clinical years have past. and what a three months it has been. Things that i would have done differently, things i would have just dealt with differently. and things that up to now, i still want to do. Ever since coming into medical school, my whole perspective of life, love, family, work has been questioned and to a certain extent tested. If anything, if uni was suppose to make you grow up, it only shed light on how far in terms of "growing up" i really do lack. ><
Is human life just a dream, from which we are never really awaken from, as some great thinkers claim? Are we submerged by our feelings, by our loves and hates, by our ideas of good, bad, beautiful, awful, RIGHT, Wrong? Are we incapable of knowing beyond those ideas and feelings?
Exams are finally over so yes i'm suppose to go out relax and have some fun. But then i was inflicted by a horrible case of gastric flu which totally left me immobilized for like.... a week. at the very least. so plans to celebrate were postponed/cancelled. and by the time i kinda recover, i am simply too emotionally/physically tired to do anything.
Looking back, i realised that it has been like close to 3 months in Medical School. and in fact 16.5% of my non-clinical years have past. and what a three months it has been. Things that i would have done differently, things i would have just dealt with differently. and things that up to now, i still want to do. Ever since coming into medical school, my whole perspective of life, love, family, work has been questioned and to a certain extent tested. If anything, if uni was suppose to make you grow up, it only shed light on how far in terms of "growing up" i really do lack. ><
Is human life just a dream, from which we are never really awaken from, as some great thinkers claim? Are we submerged by our feelings, by our loves and hates, by our ideas of good, bad, beautiful, awful, RIGHT, Wrong? Are we incapable of knowing beyond those ideas and feelings?
26 September 2009 @ 10:29 pm
WHAT A WEEK. nay, what a month. with everything and anything that could possibly go wrong and right at the same time.
This is the month where everyone's leaving to start off their new lives at beer-chugging, posh-driving, expensive-books universities. Needless to say, i am jealous of the fact that they are leaving for a new life overseas and to pursue their education in an environment very very much different from the one that we have unfortunately been stuck in the for the last 19 years ( and for me, the next gazillion years). But. i guess the grass is always greener on the otherside. I will miss them though. the people who have been in my life for years now but never really did connect on a deep level. As i send off tianyi, shimin and yiming and everyone else, i can't help but be grateful that i still have my close friends in singapore. and that fate has kindly blessed me with alycia in my class :) and regina and sharon still in singapore. :)
The recess week is coming to an end now. which means. beack to school and soon, to exams ><. the only consolation i have for that is seeing alycia :). I realised how medicine can really take over your world. how you can just non-stop talking about medicine and health and what not with all your friends unknowingly. hmm. i must make sure that despite everything, i must must maintain a life outside medicine.
TEN Things i wanna do after exams!
1. watch time traveller's wife and my sister's keeper!! (please still be showing)
2. go swimming!
3. eat frolick
4. go to the beach and watch sunset
5. go to dempsey!
6. go to botanical garden and have a picnic!
7. buy a dslr (soon grr)
8. have my first outing to ion!
9. eat subway!
10. bake cookies with people! :)
This is the month where everyone's leaving to start off their new lives at beer-chugging, posh-driving, expensive-books universities. Needless to say, i am jealous of the fact that they are leaving for a new life overseas and to pursue their education in an environment very very much different from the one that we have unfortunately been stuck in the for the last 19 years ( and for me, the next gazillion years). But. i guess the grass is always greener on the otherside. I will miss them though. the people who have been in my life for years now but never really did connect on a deep level. As i send off tianyi, shimin and yiming and everyone else, i can't help but be grateful that i still have my close friends in singapore. and that fate has kindly blessed me with alycia in my class :) and regina and sharon still in singapore. :)
The recess week is coming to an end now. which means. beack to school and soon, to exams ><. the only consolation i have for that is seeing alycia :). I realised how medicine can really take over your world. how you can just non-stop talking about medicine and health and what not with all your friends unknowingly. hmm. i must make sure that despite everything, i must must maintain a life outside medicine.
TEN Things i wanna do after exams!
1. watch time traveller's wife and my sister's keeper!! (please still be showing)
2. go swimming!
3. eat frolick
4. go to the beach and watch sunset
5. go to dempsey!
6. go to botanical garden and have a picnic!
7. buy a dslr (soon grr)
8. have my first outing to ion!
9. eat subway!
10. bake cookies with people! :)
16 September 2009 @ 11:52 am
I'm looking forward to my study break. Nay, just any break. My eyebags are literally bags and my poor poor brain is suffering from some neurodysfunction where despite trying to sleep at least seven hours a day my brain just doesn't seem to register the fact that I had slept -.- oh it's a pain and man is it irritating ! :/
Studying seems to be second nature now and if I don't study for one day I get itchy hee:) but then again. I miss dance ohan oh man do I miss it:/ I miss going for dan's classes and doing something lyrical and feeling that horrible pull in muscles ( shall figure out why up to now I can't do a horizontal split once I get to my lower limbs !!!! ) it's also been a while since I watched dance concerts grr.
Hence I shall do a list :)
my gorgeous list
1. Make mooncakes for maf! Must find the mould first!
2. Figure how to fit regular dancing in my crazy schedules
3. Pack my wardrobe. It's scary.
4. Sigh up for the Nike run b4 too late!
5. Prepare surprise for _____a
6. BUY A NEW SCHOOLBAG grr
7. And I know there are still alot but somehow I can't remember!
Oh well. Alot of people leaving soon so I've got to plan out my schedule of sending people off it's crazy. I think I've gone to the airport six times this month >< airport is pretty though hee :)
And yes need to run and start training for marathorn soon but I'm so tired after a day's lessons that I don't even wanna walk home -.- oh wells
Conclude that iPhone/touch is really very great for me to make sure that my blog is being regularly updated :)
Lessons so far is enjoyable. Adores stem cell so stem cell lectures in the morning got rather interesting :) but after a while just got a little dry >< but anyways :)
Shall look forward to lunch later :)
I can't wait to see Regina and Sharon on sat. Man I miss Regina <3
Current Location: 1.2973,103.7820
15 September 2009 @ 09:27 pm
I NEED TO MAKE A CORRECTION!
To all those people who have very very optimistically whizzed past the complaints in my last entry and gone straight to the "she enjoys medicine conclusion", know that i really do and i really do adore you, but i must pay tribute to the BIG MOUNTAIN of workload piling up as the days go by. Hence. I shall draw a little correlation with my life in medicine. though most photos are like already on my facebook and hence livejournal have seen a very very very dramatic decrease in the amount of photos. but still.
Fact One: A Levels is MUCH MUCH easier than medicine
Fact Two: Medical teachers believe that you have literally 170 hours in a day.
Fact Three: Everyone in medicine school is either A) A mugger, B) Very very clever or C) Both.
Fact Four: Medicine is. one heck of a course.
ps. my gorgeous mid year is coming soon. yes. it is.
Anyways. For those interested. I've got this timetable example to show how pack our days are !!! OH and a copy of like notes that we have to make for ourselves. Note. EVERYTHING THAT YOU SEE is what we need to know about just movements. there's still like nerves and vessels and joints and ligaments and lymphnodes...... but then its just anatomy. there's still biochemistry..physiology...histology....e
( MedSchedule+notes )
OH WELLS!</div>
To all those people who have very very optimistically whizzed past the complaints in my last entry and gone straight to the "she enjoys medicine conclusion", know that i really do and i really do adore you, but i must pay tribute to the BIG MOUNTAIN of workload piling up as the days go by. Hence. I shall draw a little correlation with my life in medicine. though most photos are like already on my facebook and hence livejournal have seen a very very very dramatic decrease in the amount of photos. but still.
Fact One: A Levels is MUCH MUCH easier than medicine
Fact Two: Medical teachers believe that you have literally 170 hours in a day.
Fact Three: Everyone in medicine school is either A) A mugger, B) Very very clever or C) Both.
Fact Four: Medicine is. one heck of a course.
ps. my gorgeous mid year is coming soon. yes. it is.
Anyways. For those interested. I've got this timetable example to show how pack our days are !!! OH and a copy of like notes that we have to make for ourselves. Note. EVERYTHING THAT YOU SEE is what we need to know about just movements. there's still like nerves and vessels and joints and ligaments and lymphnodes...... but then its just anatomy. there's still biochemistry..physiology...histology....e
OH WELLS!</div>